Monday, October 7, 2019

Elegy Repeats Itself

I feel foolish for how often I grieve my innocence,
the better days behind me now
that its darkly off to war.
All those nights before the self inflicted slaughter -
I will have no children
I will have no wife.

The order of that lament is telling.

I long to disappear into quiet,
no theatrics
no farewell
just a whisper on a westbound breeze
leaving the faintest inclination
in the dark corners of your mind.
You might have known a man once
but you cannot seem to picture him
and you cannot seem to place him,
but you're sure they were there

...weren't they?

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