I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know what I'm doing and
I am starting to wonder
if I've done anything
at
all.

Where would I even rather
be?

There was a girl I knew before,
she took more drugs than I did
she danced to loud music
and she never slept alone.

Now,
bathed in quiet sunlight,
she makes flower bouquets in her kitchen
while listening to Joni Mitchell.

Take from that what you will.